Monday Monday

One of my best friends in Austin, recently got a job after YEARS of not working. As a part time speech pathologist, she can set her own schedule of days to work. I suggested that she NOT work on Monday. Why?? Because Monday is the day I use to reconnoiter- determine my goals for the upcoming five days- and getting organized. The weekend has wound down and it's a time to take stock.

I woke up this morning feeling still NO connection to any healing ability. Bill's lower back is still sporadically whacking out on him, sciatica is bugging his butt and NOTHING is coming from my hands. It's almost as if when John died, my ability or desire to help people died too. Maybe it's the disillusionment of not being able to heal him. Maybe it's anger. Maybe it's the dynamic between Bill and I. Who knows? What I do know is that I want to talk to John as much as Joan does. I want him to tell us what he knows now and where he is and how he is. Is that too much to ask?

Lisa Williams, a medium in LA, who makes a living talking to dead people has a Lifetime TV show. Her show is called Lisa Williams "Life Among the Dead." Bill, my sleuthy spouse, found all of her past episodes are available commercial free to watch on the internet at Hulu.com. Once you start an episode, the parts naturally fill themselves in, if you start at Part 1. I do feel better about John and Dad,watching Lisa, knowing that they are both still conscious in spirit and are as alive I am.

Check it out
http://www.mylifetime.com/on-tv/shows/lisa-williams/full-episodes